****************Day 21 ****************
MOTHERS DAYI dont know what to say about today, no comedy slants today i am afraid, for me mothers day is one of the hardest days of the year!I lost my mum a couple of years ago, and she was my best friend, my rock, my support, and i miss her so much i could cry just thinking of her. People who say it gets easier with time....hmmmm i am not so sure, it is still is a physical pain for me, i feel robbed and cheated, she was only 65 and had only just retired! She brought 6 children up through some terrible adversities but never let us get seperated or go into care, even if it meant that she worked 3 jobs, and didnt eat so we could, she was robbed of an old age, and i was robbed of a mum. I miss just calling her, popping over for a brew and a gossip, going to her with anything that is bothering me, and taking her advice and feeling loved and secure.I miss her cuddles.I miss her smell.I miss her love.I miss her smile.I miss her laugh.Dont miss her gravy though, or her nagging me to eat!!!....sorry mum!!She had a fantastic sense of humour, and showed me how to love unconditionally and a sense of fairness and decency, but also when to draw the line. I owe everything i am to her.She never judged me...even when i made huge fook ups, of which i am renowned for lol!! no matter what pranks i had been up to she would say " i may not like you right now...but i will always love you" and this i never doubted for a second. She would make sure that we all had some one on one time with her a day, which must have been hard as i am sure she was shattered.She went without to fund my education.I would trade every penny i have to spend 10 minutes with her again. Basically i find today sad and distressing.Mum i love you with every fibre in my body, and only hope i can be half the person you were xxxNo food today.....couldnt face anything. Thanks for taking the time to find out a little about my mum xx
**********DAY 20 *****************
Well it was a bit of strange weekend, and dont want to share most of it....so i will edit it as appropriate lol!! sorry but some things a girl just needs to keep to herself.Friday night i started getting hassle of my crazy ex, and that kinda kept me up most of the night, but it is sorted now, and all is groovy again. Then i bumped into the man mountain that is that fat bird he thinks he chucked one up at the quiz night, well actually she bumped into me as she was leaving Greggs the bakers with a 2 bags of pies!! she said she "thought i had been cruel on thursday", i just looked at her, and replied "oh really why is that" and she said "because you and your friends were looking and laughing at me"...so i opened my handbag...took out my diary thumbed through it...while she looked on...and looked up at her( she is at least 5ft 11 ffs)...and replied..."well as far as i can see it still isnt a federal offence to rip the piss out of vile skip rats who sleep with my boyfriend, but when it is ...you be sure to come see me ok"....and walked off!!! Harsh i know, but i have cried a river over that girl..and she was brave to confront me...silly mare!!!So i go to meet a friend for lunch and discuss shopping and shoes mainly, and kill some time by going to ikea and buying a collander and a mat!! hmmmm retail therapy at its best lol!!!I go out on friday night and meet up with about 15 friends, and we have a good time, then i find out crazy ex has announced he is Bisexual in his drunken stupour on friday!! NICE huh!! for anyone who has answered my quiz on my profile,,,the one about how many men have left me for other men....has just gone up 1 ffs...must be me!! Got home, and went to bed!!
calories not sure but def not as many as fat chick!! prob about 600
Kisses 0
One ups on fat chick 1
xx
********************** DAY 19 ***********************
Back to normal today :)Breakfast was a plum ...then on with some work, today is payday, so sat most of the morning sorting bills out grrrrrr !!Lunch was a soup today and tasty it was too!!i left work at 3.30...naughty i know, and was walking to car when the wind whipped me off my feet and i fell in a snotty heap....MORTIFIED!!Was driving home and thought hmmm i need milk, so went and got some, walking back to car...and i have a flat tyre ffs...funny i thought the car wasnt driving right lol...i am such a girl hee hee!! so i thought i would change it ...but then thought feck it, i will go and get a new one, so drove down, and waited for ages....finally my turn woooohoooo, i waited in the office chatting and maybe slightly flirting with the guys ...and guess what....they gave me the tyre free...woooohoooo!! hurrah for big tits and a cheeky smile :)
Calories 180
Kisses 0
Free tyres 1
xx
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